To Love The Loved

Well i figured i would post this one. I finished writing it not 5 minutes ago. Its really more an experiment more than anything else, my first "free verse" thing, not the stanza stuff i usually do.

Well without further delay i bring you

Too Love The Loved.

To Love The loved

One must stand and watch

one must hold feelings in

causing pain

causing sadness

causing damage

Where does love go

When there is nowhere to go?

Where do feelings reside,

When forced to stay inside?

How is it possable

to hold in such feelings

You must cry without crying

want without wanting

and love without loving

To stand in a river

flowing with emotion

only to fight the current

working againts your own notion

You must stand in a shadow

with invisable thoughts

only speaking to the deaf

and showing to the blind.

COnfessing causes pain,

not to you,,,but to the one

So you keep it in

cause you want her bliss to last

So love

Worry

Want

and wait

all in dabilitating silence

who are you to say

that your feelings are superior

or is it simply

fear,,,